Think about something that drives you crazy. Now, think about something that makes you happy. Does it change your perspective? Photographers, artists, poets: show us a PERSPECTIVE.
Perspective is the key word. Something that drives me crazy might make another person happy. But I digress.
Something that makes me absolutely crazy is when I am lied to and taken advantage of. Something that makes me really happy is knowing that I can really trust someone and feeling at ease.
Because I have had bad experiences in the past with being told to lie to my family for my mother’s benefit which eventually led to her departure and neglect, being lied to by her, close friends, ex-boyfriends and being cheated on also which to me just is a deeper lie, I have been quick to hold back from trusting too many people. Past or no past, our experience shape us for tomorrow. I am not saying that my trust issues will not change but merely explaining some of the reasons why I have come to be who I am today.
Being able to really trust a person gives me a feeling of such relief. No worries, no cares but the smallest of lies can cause the most unsettling disruption and it is hard to recover from but for those who try to make up for it, I appreciate that and take that into great consideration.
My perspective on things are jaded to say the least but I plan on changing the path once again. I have a long, difficult road ahead of me but one day there will be a peaceful light at the end of the tunnel and I will be able to sigh relief that I made it through.