It is completely amazing how from morning to night, your perspective can change so much. Sometimes, you let yourself think about the past and the aspirations you had before and it can really get you down. Then you go out into the world and life happens and you remember that the present is the best time to feel alive. One small encounter can make you completely dismiss all the negative thoughts you had, even moments later.
Life is truly a learning experience, not sure where that experience takes you but it will be an adventure in itself just to find out. We all have these hopes, dreams and goals, but life definitely doesn’t go the way you plan it in your head. We are all human beings with the power and the will to change our path which leaves us with the variables and obstacles that make us stronger people. I am the strongest today then I have been in years. I make decisions that change my life everyday. It is such a good feeling to be so free and have the will to do what needs to be done. Yes, sometimes the choices we make can be hard and they can even break your heart but once you remember that your love for yourself is the strongest love of all, you will survive. And I have survived. I have seen things and been through things that others may not see and feel in their lifetime but all of the experiences I have had has brought me to be the woman I am right now.
We all have our weak moments. For me, I wear them on my sleeve, I need to vent it out to the world but as soon as I do, I am so much better for it. Being so happy in my own skin has made me feel like I can conquer anything. And you know what, maybe love shouldn’t be illegal because it promotes growth. To be honest, I am the best I have ever looked in my life, the healthiest I have ever been, more focused and motivated than ever before and there is a reason for that. It is because I have made the decisions and the choices that needed to be made and I have conquered my fears by doing so. I am able to be comfortable alone and around other people. I am learning not to let anxiety and fear conquer me.
I know who I am and those little set backs are there to remind me of how far I have come. It is the best time to be alive for me right now. It feels amazing to wake up every morning knowing that I can thank God for my health, my independence and having the people who love me be there to support me and uplift me. When the negativity starts to seep through to draw me away from all my success, it is only the challenge to build myself back up. And I am a born fighter. I accept the challenge and I am so free. Life is crazy, no doubt but we have to make this crazy life worthwhile. It is all we have and what is the point if we don’t make the best of it.
I am 31 years old and I am so ready for the challenges ahead of me. I am so happy to be where I am right now. This entry is to show the universe that you can prevail and you can’t let a weak moment determine who you are or dictate where you go next. I am so thankful to God for my life and for the people in my life and I honestly wouldn’t want to change a single thing.
I am glad I wrote my blog earlier because it allowed me to visualize my thoughts in front of me and remember why I am where I am now. Life is crazy but life is oh so good because a low moment can be lifted up high so instantaneously. And that is what makes each day worth it.
Thank you for listening. I hope that this encouragement not only inspires myself but to the others that view this. Send positive vibes out into the world and the world will be yours.